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Alive! I'm alive!
Jun. 1st, 2006 06:09 pmAh, that sounds so dramatic. Well, I tell you I feel so much better it is almost that dramatic. I have no idea what was going on the first of this week, but I was getting almost ill enough to go to the doctor, and you know how bad THAT is. I felt like I was made of lead, and walking up the stairs was pure T torture. This morning, though, I felt infinitely better. I hardly dared hope it really was so, but indeed I still feel good. Whew.
I'm having a few friends over on Sunday, and I'm really looking forward to that. All girls, good times. Heh.
One of the nicest things that happened to me at Sapphire Joust was that it was ermmm.... mentioned.... to me, rather pointedly, that I need to come out and play more. "We miss you!" from a lady that I really respect and admire; it was completely unexpected and thus meant even more to me. I find it very ironic that I crawl so completely into my little hole; I always used to be very social. You know that question that reveals whether you're an introvert or an extrovert-- does being with people make you feel tired, or recharged? Really, unless it's just someone I really don't like (and I tend not to hang with those types a lot) I get energized and feel ever so much better when I get out. So I'm really going to try and do better, guys. Really, I am.
I'm having a few friends over on Sunday, and I'm really looking forward to that. All girls, good times. Heh.
One of the nicest things that happened to me at Sapphire Joust was that it was ermmm.... mentioned.... to me, rather pointedly, that I need to come out and play more. "We miss you!" from a lady that I really respect and admire; it was completely unexpected and thus meant even more to me. I find it very ironic that I crawl so completely into my little hole; I always used to be very social. You know that question that reveals whether you're an introvert or an extrovert-- does being with people make you feel tired, or recharged? Really, unless it's just someone I really don't like (and I tend not to hang with those types a lot) I get energized and feel ever so much better when I get out. So I'm really going to try and do better, guys. Really, I am.
